On White Space When Less Is More.

alot of things been racing through my mind but i can't seem to put it in words.

i want to scream till my heart drop, cry till my eyes sore... but what the hell for?

i d o n ' t k n o w .

i've been deeply emotional these days. i got strictly sensitive over the slightest thing. why?

i d o n ' t k n o w .

PERIOD. yes maybe it is. but than again... maybe it is not. so what is it exactly?

i d o n ' t k n o w .

damn why am i so clueless. why are my feelings so tangled up. why i don't get what i desire. why are others living a much happier life than me. why is my life like this.

idontknowidontknowidontknow.

think again, there are others living a much harder life than me. i can't be selfish. i can't think just about myself. i can't seek attention like this. i don't want pity or sympathy to gain up on me. its pathetic.

'' why am i writing all this? i don't want to continue on. its getting nowhere.''

hahahaha. this was what i had to do during one of my lesson. we had to Q ourselves. honestly, i don't really know what were the aims of doing that but it was fun. hoho!

alright snap snap. holidays are here. hoooooooray! a day out with galfrens to wildwild wet sooooooon and yeah sentosa too.

gosh theres multiple of things i want to do during this few weeks.

NEW MOON with bf. oohhh i can't wait! &thank god i'll be working for just a few days to earn some cash. $.$

i'm quite disappointed tho with them.(i know you know bee. haha) not gonna state who cause i dont even think they bother to read this. oh well.

been watching dvds the whole week. like a marathon babeh! okay im done here.

BEE I'VE UPDATED. tag me once u read it kay? haha. loves.

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sigh

die la die. assessment week coming and ive yet to finish my work. especially for 2D drawing. this particular theme is drowning me mann &worse i don't even know how to swim! i'll get schizophrenia in years to come D: pls don't start hating me if i have an erratic behavior guys.

so yeah, during assessment day i have to bring down ALL my work load to school! how am i to 'sumbat' all my work in bagS ni? my lecturers told us to bring a luggage bag. wtf! and i have to be there 8am sharp. MRT gonna be pack mann! H E L L .

The most depressing thing of all is I HAVENT WATCH THIS IS IT IN CINEMA. sighh. oh before i end this,

yesterday blue tack was my only companion during my journey home. sadly, i dropped you in the train. sorry that i was too ashamed to pick you up. instead i kicked you towards the chair below. i saved your life from those people who might step on you to think it in a positive way. don't worry blue tack, i'll find you sooner or later.

a day out with prince of TEH tmr xD

its weekend now and i gotta say this week was really a waste of time going school. let me tell you why. on

MONDAY we watched a movie called My Left Foot during lecture.(write our understanding about the movie in response book-.-) Its a great true life story. should watched it. it ended at 11am and we are free to go. so wen makan den home.

TUESDAY had modelling. go to class and just mould our face made by clay. had a laugh cause peepol produce such funny faces! is not easy moulding clay to form our exact face. some looked like shrek, alien(mine._.), ninja turtle..macam macam luh. so wen makan den home.

WEDNESDAY was a full day of school. during ccs watched local movie called Be With Me. a very good picture. (again write our understanding blablabla) after movie went for our 2D lesson. he checked our sketchbook and explain on our new project for our semester one assessment which is sooooooon. GULP. is like another o level art. pening* class ended at 3.15pm( not even the time to end class yet) and we were off to go. home.

THURSDAY hahahaha woke up late! so didnt went for my first lesson. that lesson is boring anyways(okay okay no excuses) . went for photoshop instead which starts at 4 till 7pm. itu pon we ended 30mins early. all we did was show him our sketches and researches. bf came to fetch me. my frens all kaypoh wanted to have a glimpse of him but too bad they missed it except atiqah. she walked to mrt station with us. heh.

FRIDAY suppose to have NO class at all BUT make up class for photoshop at 6-9pm. the same, show our sketches and he will say wad to improve on blablabla. we took pics in the lab. slacking i tell you. after that had dinner at 15minutes. the environment there during the night was awesome. this particular guy sang john mayer song up on stage with his guitar &damn, it really sounded alike. we ate pizza and went home.

wasting time? well... not exactly.

i miss you!

cut this short. a dumbass impersonating me in facebook.-CINTA NATASHA.

she uses 5 pictures of MINE. obviously stole it from tagged. how would i know?

well, oni those pictures i uploaded it in tagged. thankfully not from friendster. or else she would steal another 10 i guess.

i'm extremely pissed off with that ass. surprisingly, she has more photo comments than me! & she can reply those comments with ''thank you!(:''

eh wtf, YOU ARE USING MY BLOODY PICTURES god dammit. i send her msg through facebook &guess wad.. she blocked me. wad an arse.

i report on that account but facebook is not doing anything! smack*

I'M USING ONLY FACEBOK ACCOUNT NOW.

!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!@&*^!!!!!

last friday when to lepak with haidah dearest at tampines starbucks.

accompanied her to buy her blackberry hp. shes greatly in love with it. hah.

had a great time with her. &bf walked me home (: